Back to reality

Everyone's on a holiday hangover and is back to reality.

What's my reality?

I think I need to be more honest with myself.

In other news, my wrist injury is much better now and I am hoping to go back to Ashtanga this Friday. Yesterday I had an excellent Bikram practice and although I know yoga is all about self and finding peace with yourself, nothing beats hearing praise and compliments from your teacher as you move from one asana to the next.

I will have to go to another Bikram class tomorrow. Can't risk my wrist just yet by joining Ms Ann's Vinyasa class.

Find your center, find your center.

And so it is

The song keeps playing in my head. Like it means something.

It is a new year now, and I do wish for a new one.

My 2009 was not as bad as it was for others. Perhaps because my family and I were spared of Ondoy's wrath. Well. Was Ondoy even angry? From what I heard, Ondoy came in a steady non-threatening way.

The worst things always come when you least expect them.

On the other hand, so do the best ones.

I do feel like I am on the brink of something exciting. I simply cannot wait. I am restless so very very restless and I am yearning for that something (or someone?) to anchor me.

I feel like a Jackson Pollack masterpiece. A beautiful mess.

Ramblings

This morning I woke up with nasty rashes all over the back of my legs and the underside of my upper arms. Although it all disappears after a few hours, I'm worried because it looks horrible and I notice my legs looked splotchy the whole day today.

Yesterday, this happened to me too. My derma's secretary is not picking up so I have to wait till next week :( argh.

In other news, I worked on my glutes today at rockwell and then went for a quick run (3.6km) after with my brothers.

The family leaves for Corregidor tomorrow. Except my dad, this will be our first time. I'm excited since I also haven't travelled with my family in more than a year (I don't remember going out of town last Christmas when I was home)

Anyway, I'm savoring my last few days of 2009 because I feel like getting busy in 2010. I'm sick of not having much to do (in the end, I accomplish much less in a day despite more time) and I really want and need a major change and push right now.

I feel...like I'm on the verge of something. 2010 is going to be a great year. Much better than my 2009, definitely and I'm excited.